Bringing It All Together

You made it through all 5 steps!!!!  Yay for you!  How do you feel?  Can you tell a difference?  Probably not.  This is a lifetime kinda thing.  It’s a new way to live your life.  And I’m thinking it takes a lifetime to get good at.  But, bit-by-bit your life will become more peaceful and happy.  Of course you know life’s a roller coaster.  Sometimes we’re up and sometimes we’re down and in between there are all kinds of twists and turns.  Practicing these steps will smooth that out some.  Your highs may not be as high, but your lows will definitely not be as low.  You’ll find yourself more in the peaceful middle.  Think of this work as chipping away at the pain and sorrow of your life.  We all have our fear monsters.  We all have fears, we all have anxieties, we all have depressed moments, we all get angry, we all suffer grief.  After years and years of dealing with these negative emotions, they can start to pile up.  These steps are like finally being given a sledge hammer to chip away at them.  When pieces of pain break apart and fall away, they’re replaced with peace and happiness.  When you start out, you just break away a little piece.  Big deal.  You probably don’t even notice it.  But if you keep hammering away at it, you’ll chip away enough that you feel better.  Pretty soon a whole wall will come down and you’ll feel lighter.  That’s when the pay off really comes.  But, it takes time and patience and a commitment to keep trying.  You have to keep growing and learning and working to break up the pain.  It didn’t show up in your life over night and it will take more than a day to get rid of.  The more pain and suffering the more work you have to do.  Depressing?  I hope not.  I hope you’re excited by this.  You finally get to take charge of things.  You finally get the chance and a road map to find your Spirit, the real you that lives in your soul!  That’s exciting.  Your happiness is no longer controlled by the whims of fate. It no longer depends on your significant other or your family or your friends or you job or money. You get the picture.  You may not be able to control what happens to you in life, but you do get to control how you react to it.  You do get to fight the pain and break it apart until it can’t live in you any longer.  That’s just it, you see.  You don’t get to choose what happens to you, but you can choose how you fight it.  You can choose to break apart that pain so that it no longer has a place to live in your heart.  And you get to fill that space back up with the peace and happiness of your Spirit.  You’ll have bad things happen to you.  Nothing can stop that.  That’s part of life.  But, now I hope you have some tools to help you heal.  I know that sometimes life fills us with so much pain, anxiety, depression, grief, sadness and anger that we feel like we don’t have room for happiness.  That’s when you need these steps the most.  That’s when you need to break through the pain so you can return to your Spirit.  You have the power to make room for the peace that you deserve.

When you start to slip back into your old ways (and you will – at least I do), go back and review these steps again.  Keep reading them until they’re stamped on your brain.  In fact, this might be a good time for me to go over them again and put them all together.  Let’s pick an easy example:  A “friend” tells a lie about you and it makes you mad, hurt, embarrassed, betrayed…… all the negative emotions.

  1.  Own it.

Take responsibility for your reaction and your feelings.  It’s ok to be mad.  It’s ok to be hurt.  It’s ok to be embarrassed.  You were betrayed by someone you trusted, someone you thought was your friend.  So say to yourself “I’m feeling angry and hurt but I’m going to work to bring peace to my life.”  Just that easy and step 1 is done.

2. Know it and let it go.

It’s time to get to the root of why you’re upset.  You know by now that the root of all your negative emotions is the fear that you won’t be loved.  But how does your anger and pain connect to that?  So you have to start digging down.  Ask yourself all the hard questions.  Why do you feel mad at your friend? “Because she told lies about me”   Why does it scare you to have people tell lies about you?  “Because I cared about her and she hurt me.”  Why does it scare you to have people you care about hurt you?  “Because I trusted her.”  “Why does it scare you to be betrayed by someone you trusted?  “Because I’m afraid to lose my friends.”  Why does it scare you to lose your friends?  “Because I’m afraid of being all alone.”  “Why does it scare you to be alone?  “Because I’m afraid that no one will care about me.”  Why does it scare you to have nobody care about you?  Because I’m afraid that I’m unlovable.”  Bingo!  Now we’re cooking.  Their betrayal stirred up your deep, down fears of not being loved.  Now you get to say: “Dear God, I’m afraid of not being loved and it’s coming out as anger.  I release that fear to You. Do with it as You will.”  That’s it.  That’s step 2.  Sounds easy, but it’s not.  It’s hard to dig down to the root of your pain.  It’s a lot easier to say “They’re being a jerk and that’s why I’m mad”.  But remember, you aren’t mad.  You’re scared.  Something triggered a fear in you that might have come out as mad.  Dig down.  Know it.  And, let it go.  Just remember, releasing your pain to God  has nothing to do with them.  It’s not about letting them off the hook.  It’s about you being happy and finding peace.

3. Practice gratitude

Gratitude is important at all times of your life, but it’s real power shines through when you are in pain.  When someone you care about betrays you say something like “I am so grateful that I have my family to help me through this time” or “I am so grateful that I have friends who know me well enough to not believe the lie” or “I’m so grateful that I get this chance to see how strong I am” or “I am so grateful that I get to work on chipping away at my “I’m not loved” fear monster”.  To really break up the pain, you need  you have to find something about the situation to be grateful for.  You may have to dig deep, but you’ll find something.  Any little nugget.  It could be as small as “I’m so grateful that I have mindless TV to take my mind off of things”

4.  Energy out is energy in

Step 4 is a tough one in most situations.  That darned Golden Rule.  It won’t allow you to seek out your revenge on your friend.  It won’t let you spread lies about them.  Remember, the Spirit of God is in their soul and you’re connected to that.  So hurting them will only hurt you.  Do unto others as you would have others do unto you.  If you can’t bring yourself to be nice to them be nice to the Spirit of God that lives in their soul.  Keep in mind that being nice can just be wishing them peace and love.  You don’t have to allow them to be a part of your life if they are a negative person.   Negative energy just feeds off of itself and makes more negative energy, and you don’t have to be around that.  But try to remember that the person who hurt you is in the same boat you’re in.  They just got their fear monster stirred up and that’s why they are telling lies about you.  They’re not mean, evil people.  They’re scared.  It’s hard to do, but try your best to honestly wish them peace and love.  It will make you feel more peace in your own life.  These steps are all about bringing your outside self closer to your inside self so that a peaceful energy will be created in your life.  This is a hard step.  But remember, you can’t create positive energy by using negative energy.  So, you can’t be unkind if you want to be happy.  The energy that you put out is the energy you are inviting back.  That’s just the way it works.

5.  Make room for God

We have to turn off the noise in our heads (our outside selves) to make room for our soul (our insides selves) to grow.  Meditation is one of the best ways to push out the noisy thoughts that clutter our head.  It’s a way of focusing on God and Spirit and getting closer to your soul – getting closer to who you really are.  It will bring you some measure of peace.  It will help to break apart your pain and replace it with contentment.  Meditation is powerful, but it has to be practiced.  A lot.  It’s not easy to do and it’s very easy to just quit.  But, it’s a powerful tool for bringing happiness into your life.  Try it.  See what you think.  What a relaxing, and wonderful way to spend 5 or 10 or 15 minutes.  just hanging out with God.  It’s powerful.  You will notice a change in your life.  Hanging out with God is powerful.  I know.  I’m repeating myself.  That’s how important it is.  Hanging out with God is POWERFUL!!!

Like I’ve said before, practicing these steps won’t have you skipping through a field of daisies singing tunes from The Sound of Music.  But having these tools may help to make whatever is happening to you easier to deal with.  It will take you closer to your soul – to a place of peace, a place of love, a place of happiness.  That’s what I wish for you – finding your happiness in your soul.  I truly believe that you are a perfect child of God and you deserve all of the happiness that a person can hold.  It doesn’t matter what you have or haven’t done in the past.  It doesn’t matter what you should do in the future.  What matters is what you are doing right now.  And right now, you get to choose to create space for peace and happiness by getting closer to your soul!

If you have any questions about the steps, please let me know.  Let’s have a “conversation” about being happy in an unhappy world.  Let’s blog!

Wishing you much peace,

Molly